Ending the Silence Against Suicide is tough! Suicide can be a touchy subject. Before we go on this journey together, please if you are contemplating suicide reach out! Call The National Suicide Prevention Line ! You are worthy of this life!
This is something I don’t really talk about, but there was a time when I wanted this life to just be over. I was numb to the world me, and I felt like no one would care if I was gone. I felt like a burden to those around me.
Ending the stigma against suicide is a goal I have now. Depression is real. The way a person and their brain thinks when they are depressed is not the way a healthy brain thinks. Let me repeat that last part for everyone to hear. WHEN YOU ARE DEPRESSED YOU ARE NOT THINKING RATIONALLY.
I would listen to Car Radio by Twenty-One Pilots on repeat, relating to it. How the quiet would drive me mad, how easy it would be to pull the steering wheel as I was driving.
Ending Suicide Through Music
I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire, exhale desire
I know it’s dire My time today
I have these thoughts, so often I ought
To replace that slot With what I once bought
‘Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence
Suicide is not the answer, it takes work climbing out of the hole of despair. It can be done though. Reach out, ask for help. It will get better. Every moment is passing. The Radically Adorkable Sarah wants you to know that this is just a phase in your life, there is a future. Ending the Silence against suicide, is only the beginning.
♥ The Radically Adorkable Sarah